rm -rf /opt/games/secondlife

I'm sad but its true. I will quit SL and there is no room for discuss that.

Why I leave?

Its simple to explain. RLV makes me go away. To be more exact the fact that RLV has reached the coreitem of ponyplay, the bridle. We allready have enough doormats in ponyplay there is no need for additional RLV-Zombies.

I'm sad that I'm going to loose many people I really like, but RLV is an emotional threat for me. I can not and I will not go on with a constant bad feeling in the neck.

For those of you who want to stay in touch with me nina.magat(at)gmail.com (its both gtalk and gmail)

With a sad heart
Ysgrathe Dyrssen

Something that must out...

Hi,

i had some time to think. Internet worked bad for me, hardly managed to login to SL without getting disconnected instanly. Hope that will get better next year when I move... But not wanted to complain about be bad internet... ;)

I got some angry IM's about stopping the Banesuit project and dropping my work at RLV compatible products.

First of all, Banesuit it not realizable in SL. You can script an "Auto(punishing|annoying) Device" but that all. There is no single chance to create something that comes even close to an custodian. What I had created was very disappointing to me.. it acted like an plain custodian, sure, but it did not evolve.. I added some learning behaviour but its only emulated...

Conclusion:
I wanted something close to the story and failed with that. That way I stoped. And as i said earlier, I see no need for an automatic disableing device, if there is no benefit. SL is about communication, like my way of BDSM is too.

Stopping RLV support has one very simple reason.. I not like it. Thats the one simple reason why I deleted all RLV scripts I had. I tried it and it was very bad for me and i only tested it an own script. I hate the feeling it gives to me. Asking me to use RLV would lead to one thing, I would pack my things and go.

Ys

Emotional...

Lapa and I had a hard time an some serious talk.. think we will work something out for us. We both love each other....

If you read this Lapa: I love you

Friends and support..

Not the best time for me at the moment. But friends an trainers are a great support to me. Just to share the impression.

Ysg

Its getting better.. slowly

Slowly I realize what lapa did to me and with realisation I also slowly get over it. Anyway it hurts, it really hurts. But if there is no love left on Lapas side its useless to complain, cry, shout... Seems as I simply have to face it as it is.

I'm still part of AK and i'm loved there and I still have lots of friends in SL. That counts!
Thanks to all the ones that helped with kind words and hugs.

Ys

being dumped :(

This was in my INBOX today:

You and your Second Life Partner have parted ways. Lapa Vella has decided
to end the partnership.

Best Regards,

Your Friends at Linden Lab

Which means Lapa left me. There was no prior talking nor one word before unpartnering me. I'm sad and hurt.

Banesuit stopped...

My banesuit ist stopped. Once and for all.. I had some time to think about banishment and SL and banishment just negates what SL stands for in my eyes.

If you want the perfect isolation in/from SL its easy to get, turn your computer off. If you come to a place the depends on communication and interaction than just try to match this requirements.

If SL lacks one thing not then this an Item that disables people in the way the Banesuit does.

Ys