I'm sad but its true. I will quit SL and there is no room for discuss that.
Why I leave?
Its simple to explain. RLV makes me go away. To be more exact the fact that RLV has reached the coreitem of ponyplay, the bridle. We allready have enough doormats in ponyplay there is no need for additional RLV-Zombies.
I'm sad that I'm going to loose many people I really like, but RLV is an emotional threat for me. I can not and I will not go on with a constant bad feeling in the neck.
For those of you who want to stay in touch with me nina.magat(at)gmail.com (its both gtalk and gmail)
With a sad heart
Ysgrathe Dyrssen
Friday, 14 November 2008
Sunday, 1 June 2008
Something that must out...
Hi,
i had some time to think. Internet worked bad for me, hardly managed to login to SL without getting disconnected instanly. Hope that will get better next year when I move... But not wanted to complain about be bad internet... ;)
I got some angry IM's about stopping the Banesuit project and dropping my work at RLV compatible products.
First of all, Banesuit it not realizable in SL. You can script an "Auto(punishing|annoying) Device" but that all. There is no single chance to create something that comes even close to an custodian. What I had created was very disappointing to me.. it acted like an plain custodian, sure, but it did not evolve.. I added some learning behaviour but its only emulated...
Conclusion:
I wanted something close to the story and failed with that. That way I stoped. And as i said earlier, I see no need for an automatic disableing device, if there is no benefit. SL is about communication, like my way of BDSM is too.
Stopping RLV support has one very simple reason.. I not like it. Thats the one simple reason why I deleted all RLV scripts I had. I tried it and it was very bad for me and i only tested it an own script. I hate the feeling it gives to me. Asking me to use RLV would lead to one thing, I would pack my things and go.
Ys
i had some time to think. Internet worked bad for me, hardly managed to login to SL without getting disconnected instanly. Hope that will get better next year when I move... But not wanted to complain about be bad internet... ;)
I got some angry IM's about stopping the Banesuit project and dropping my work at RLV compatible products.
First of all, Banesuit it not realizable in SL. You can script an "Auto(punishing|annoying) Device" but that all. There is no single chance to create something that comes even close to an custodian. What I had created was very disappointing to me.. it acted like an plain custodian, sure, but it did not evolve.. I added some learning behaviour but its only emulated...
Conclusion:
I wanted something close to the story and failed with that. That way I stoped. And as i said earlier, I see no need for an automatic disableing device, if there is no benefit. SL is about communication, like my way of BDSM is too.
Stopping RLV support has one very simple reason.. I not like it. Thats the one simple reason why I deleted all RLV scripts I had. I tried it and it was very bad for me and i only tested it an own script. I hate the feeling it gives to me. Asking me to use RLV would lead to one thing, I would pack my things and go.
Ys
Tuesday, 27 May 2008
Emotional...
Lapa and I had a hard time an some serious talk.. think we will work something out for us. We both love each other....
If you read this Lapa: I love you
If you read this Lapa: I love you
Sunday, 25 May 2008
Friends and support..
Thursday, 22 May 2008
Its getting better.. slowly
Slowly I realize what lapa did to me and with realisation I also slowly get over it. Anyway it hurts, it really hurts. But if there is no love left on Lapas side its useless to complain, cry, shout... Seems as I simply have to face it as it is.
I'm still part of AK and i'm loved there and I still have lots of friends in SL. That counts!
Thanks to all the ones that helped with kind words and hugs.
Ys
I'm still part of AK and i'm loved there and I still have lots of friends in SL. That counts!
Thanks to all the ones that helped with kind words and hugs.
Ys
Sunday, 18 May 2008
being dumped :(
This was in my INBOX today:
Which means Lapa left me. There was no prior talking nor one word before unpartnering me. I'm sad and hurt.
You and your Second Life Partner have parted ways. Lapa Vella has decided
to end the partnership.
Best Regards,
Your Friends at Linden Lab
Which means Lapa left me. There was no prior talking nor one word before unpartnering me. I'm sad and hurt.
Monday, 5 May 2008
Banesuit stopped...
My banesuit ist stopped. Once and for all.. I had some time to think about banishment and SL and banishment just negates what SL stands for in my eyes.
If you want the perfect isolation in/from SL its easy to get, turn your computer off. If you come to a place the depends on communication and interaction than just try to match this requirements.
If SL lacks one thing not then this an Item that disables people in the way the Banesuit does.
Ys
If you want the perfect isolation in/from SL its easy to get, turn your computer off. If you come to a place the depends on communication and interaction than just try to match this requirements.
If SL lacks one thing not then this an Item that disables people in the way the Banesuit does.
Ys
Saturday, 12 April 2008
Not much time...
... University started again and its busy, awfull busy. The next one, two weeks i won't be in SL much. *sigh*
So if you not see me, or miss me. I'm most likely well but studying
So if you not see me, or miss me. I'm most likely well but studying
Friday, 4 April 2008
Vendor Failure
Yesterday I got some complains that my Vendors are not OK.. thanks for that. Somehow they did not have the latest version of my script in but a nice faulty earlier version. Should not place Vendors when SL-Blog talks about assetservertrouble I guess ;)
Fixed that issue. Vendor is now up to its old speed and works flawless again.
Fixed that issue. Vendor is now up to its old speed and works flawless again.
Tuesday, 1 April 2008
YSG YAB (Yet another Banesuit)
Inspired by this Story (reading the 92 pages of "Eudeamon" is well spent time) me and a friend decided to create a own version of Banesuit for Secondlife.
We worked a lot on in the last days and soon there will be testers needed. This is not a close-to-ready product betatest. We want opinions and idea how to improve it ;) Since I'm a ponygirl i'm not able to test the full thing on me, this tests are done be another friend allready. But i need more opinions and suggestions.
Currently working features:
If you want to test write me an IM. I will invite you to group and give you testversion. All active testers get the final thing for free ;)
We worked a lot on in the last days and soon there will be testers needed. This is not a close-to-ready product betatest. We want opinions and idea how to improve it ;) Since I'm a ponygirl i'm not able to test the full thing on me, this tests are done be another friend allready. But i need more opinions and suggestions.
Currently working features:
- Timer (only onlinetime counts)
- Optical Punishments (things you know from every blindfold. blind, mouselook, notouch, an surprise)
- Attachmentspot monitoring (the suit uses all your attachmentspots and puts moitors to them thats a bit messy but allows to punish you on missbehaving)
- Environmental Monitoring (To close to other banes, interaction with non banes, "attacking" someone, littering with plain prims, trying to use scripted prims)
- Report of Time left (The Suit gives you a report on login or every 3 houres how much time is left and how much additonal time you gained by violating the rules) There is no and will be no option for the bane to ask the suit.
- ZapPunishment (it grounds you and takes you controls.. that needs some improvmesnts, i know. But it works in general)
- Antihacking (HUD and AttachmentMonitors simple get replaced if you mess with them or their inventory and you will get some time more in suit to think about your bad idea ;) . Helmet will get antihacking feature too after all other scripts are ready)
- optional Restrained Life Viewer support... (ppl who know me, know i'm not happy about that thing but well... her you go... blocks IM(send/get), Chat(send), Lock the helmet, no notecard. Operators are excluded from the no IM rule)
- Eudeamon mode (since lsl not allows to write mindreading computers this won't come, sorry. I poked around with adding a chatbot for a while but the lsl version of Eliza is dull and using an external webbased chatbot is not an idea i like)
- More use of RLV features then mentioned above. I want you to get punished on violation of the rules not to disable you by simply restricting all and depend too much on some non official one person project seems also not a good idea to me.
If you want to test write me an IM. I will invite you to group and give you testversion. All active testers get the final thing for free ;)
Monday, 10 March 2008
New Product, new Vendor
Today i put up new Vendors.. made new textures for it.. and some changes in the vendorscript as well... Replaced the ones in AK, MB and FFF.. still need to contact the Landlord of QV to place a vendor there too..
YSG Blingfold Plugin is released today as well..
Its an Plugin Script for the Amethyst Collar. Just a little Blindfold to play with, nothing too special.
Tuesday, 4 March 2008
AliKat Stables -- My Home (1)
Let me tell you something about my home, which is AliKat Stables in Secondlife. AliKat or in short AK (for lazy ponies like myself) is one of the sims in SL that support or better are Ponyplay, if you ask me its also the best sim... *ducks away to avoid flying horseshoes* ... but what the best for you only you can decide. AK is my Home and I love it.
Technically AK is a 2 sims in Secondlife, Oglala which was the first and Titowan. I came to AK as it was still only one single sim, but even old AK was allready a great place for a new pony to develope herself. The Stable is owned by my wonderfull Stable Mistress Alicia Delphin (picture right). She ownes AK and she is the soul of AK. Allways a open ear for ponies allday problems even if stuck in work. Which must mean her IM inbox explodes on login. I really not envy her for that.
Another very important person here in AK is Miss WhiteSatin Sands (and no she is not namend after that song ;)
Miss White is allways there to hug the ponies, to listen, to chat, ... She is one of AK trainers and she is partnered to Miss Alicia. If you come to AKs busy hours after SLT afternoon you have a good chance to meet her.
Miss White helped me to some bad times in SL, so thanks to her I'm still prancing around in AK ;) *points at the culprit* I will not discuss what was bad but want everyone to know that I'm really gratefull she keept me from leaving.
Now you know at lest the faces and names of AKs beating hear and soul. If you want to know more, well come and see for yourself....
Technically AK is a 2 sims in Secondlife, Oglala which was the first and Titowan. I came to AK as it was still only one single sim, but even old AK was allready a great place for a new pony to develope herself. The Stable is owned by my wonderfull Stable Mistress Alicia Delphin (picture right). She ownes AK and she is the soul of AK. Allways a open ear for ponies allday problems even if stuck in work. Which must mean her IM inbox explodes on login. I really not envy her for that.
Another very important person here in AK is Miss WhiteSatin Sands (and no she is not namend after that song ;)
Miss White is allways there to hug the ponies, to listen, to chat, ... She is one of AK trainers and she is partnered to Miss Alicia. If you come to AKs busy hours after SLT afternoon you have a good chance to meet her.
Miss White helped me to some bad times in SL, so thanks to her I'm still prancing around in AK ;) *points at the culprit* I will not discuss what was bad but want everyone to know that I'm really gratefull she keept me from leaving.
Now you know at lest the faces and names of AKs beating hear and soul. If you want to know more, well come and see for yourself....
Friday, 29 February 2008
Fun with the Junkyard (aka my inventory)
Thursday, 28 February 2008
Places in AK (1) - The TP-Hub
This is the TP-Hub, if you decide to visit AK you well most likely end up here. If you are flying please land, since AK is a nofly sim.
AK is a Ponyplay BDSM sim. You are welcome to explore and spend some time, all here like having visitors. But please read and follow the rules that apply in AK. There is a notecardgiver at the TP-Hub.
South to the TP-Hub is our Tackshop. North and easth are rentalareas, so if you still looking for a "Home sweet Home" in SL it could be worth to take a look here *winks*
To the south there are rental stalls, a beach, a park, a mountain.... and this is just the "oglala" sim... but i not want to spoil you the fun to wait for the next part of "Places in AK" :P
AK is a Ponyplay BDSM sim. You are welcome to explore and spend some time, all here like having visitors. But please read and follow the rules that apply in AK. There is a notecardgiver at the TP-Hub.
South to the TP-Hub is our Tackshop. North and easth are rentalareas, so if you still looking for a "Home sweet Home" in SL it could be worth to take a look here *winks*
To the south there are rental stalls, a beach, a park, a mountain.... and this is just the "oglala" sim... but i not want to spoil you the fun to wait for the next part of "Places in AK" :P
Tuesday, 26 February 2008
First Post
"Hello World" or better "Hello Avatar" ;)
Hi and wellcome to my little blog.. well no much to say at this time.. I still fight a bit with this here ;) Clumsy hooves and new toys need some time to work together.
Sadly all the nice pictures I took are uploaded.. seems i will have to take some new to show you my home in SL.
Hi and wellcome to my little blog.. well no much to say at this time.. I still fight a bit with this here ;) Clumsy hooves and new toys need some time to work together.
Sadly all the nice pictures I took are uploaded.. seems i will have to take some new to show you my home in SL.
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